3rd Costco Shopping in 2021 – $52.54 today / $282.02 this year

I ordered some Valentine’s Day flowers.

There is no effort here. I feel bad that I am sending somebody flowers in this manner. I remember Valentine’s Day 10 years ago when I was poor. I only spent $15 on Valentine’s Day. For that Valentine’s Gift, I went to three different stores. I wrote a card. It was exciting and fun. I felt happy and satisfied.

Now, I don’t put any effort. It’s Valentine’s Day, so I ordered some flowers. I took care of it with money. I don’t feel excited like I did before. There was no warm feeling.

My God, I have become that person. I need to fix this. Not just for Valentine’s Day, but I need to fix how I deal with my life altogether. I didn’t realize how much I changed until now. I shall bring back the magic that I had 10 years ago. I shall put conscious effort on bringing back the magic. My life has improved.. so life should be even more exciting.